| yea it happened |
[24 Oct 2006|02:36am] |
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we broke up again on saturday.
or he broke it off with me.
i knew it was coming but
that didn't make it hurt less.
i don't know if i can keep doing this.
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| boyfriend<3 |
[24 Sep 2006|10:41pm] |
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yea so umm guess who got herself a boyfriend again.
yea as of last night me and tommy boy are on.
sigh. life is good <3
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| splitsville |
[23 Aug 2006|11:11pm] |
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armor for sleep - car underwater |
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he said we were better off as friends.
that he can't be in a relationship right now.
he wasn't able to dedicate enough time to me
& that he didn't want to hurt me.
i tried to convince him he was wrong.
he said we see more of each other this way.
he said maybe firends are better now
& we could go back out in the future.
we hung out afterwards. it wasn't so bad
but i just wish he could see i love him
he's the first boy i can say that and mean it.
i need him. i've felt like he's my everything.
he doesn't want to hurt me.
i think this hurts more.
I didn't care that you left and abandoned me,
what hurts more is I would still die for you.
</3
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| birthday blues |
[20 Aug 2006|11:15pm] |
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the academy is.. |
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lets just say this birthday would have been a lot better if my boyfriend spent it with me.
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[06 Aug 2006|11:58pm] |
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rise against - survive |
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my car got egged. it is officially staying in the drive way from now on.
today sucked. =/
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| happy birthday america |
[05 Jul 2006|12:04am] |
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you know whats funny. i can saw i've been grounded on the 4th of july 2 years in a row. now not seriously but just enough to make both sucktastic!!
ughh.
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| car!!! |
[21 Jun 2006|08:24pm] |
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alrighty so did you here. stephanie got a car. it was a little under $10,000 after tax. i put 4500 down and get to pay the insuranse. my parents get the rest.
its a red, pontiac grand am gt. with 63000 miles. & i love it. i think its adorable. its got a moon roof and is perfect. pshh idc what tommy thinks. lol yea i'm so happy wooo!!
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| here comes senior year... |
[19 Jun 2006|08:58pm] |
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head automatica/ gerard way - graduation day |
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wow. last day of school, no more junior but the responsibilty of drving to school & filling out college applications. ugh i'm kind of excited. wow yes summer wooo!! & all my seniors have left.. i'll miss you christopher, my big sarcastic mean brother. hehe
p.s. i went looking at cars today... i can't wait for august 20, well actually the 21 because my birthday is on sunday. ughhhh!!
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| tommy boy <3 |
[13 Jun 2006|06:52pm] |
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i just died in your arms tonight - cutting crew |
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yea just felt like saying its been 2 months with thomas today. not that i think he knows but what do i care. all well haha
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| kiernans haircut |
[15 May 2006|08:07pm] |
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miss murder - afi |
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yes i got him to cut off his hair.
although he hates it now and wants to listen to grant and buzz it all off.
but honestly he always hates his haircuts and he just needs to get used to it. all well
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[12 Apr 2006|04:46pm] |
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saosin - I Can Tell There Was An Accident Here Earlier |
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K Kohlaaa: you and tom could be a fairy tale
hmm what a weird girly but wouldn't that be nice..
i've always wanted the fairy tale life...
to live happily ever after. the end
but then again theres some quote in some movie that says happily ever afters are only unfinished stories. all well.
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| to arizona i go |
[13 Mar 2006|04:51pm] |
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freshman - verve pipe |
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yes tommorow after ccd i'm leaving to go to arizona. chill out with my cool cousins on the west side. hah aka sarah cassie jackie & uncle kurt. it should be fun, i'm going to stay at the dorm with sarah. cool cools. i'll be back on sunday
i hope you guys don't miss me too much. <33
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| sickness is sad for the litle guy |
[09 Mar 2006|08:22pm] |
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i'll be your crying shoulder - edwin mccain |
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my brother had a 103 fever.
it sucks to see him sick.
poor kid, he's so tiny.
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| project runway. |
[08 Mar 2006|11:00pm] |
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poor santino. so creative & amazing. so talented. his designs were perfect. not over the top but just right. what stupid stupid judges what do they know. giving it to chloe. i thought hers was the worst. so biggy and puffy. so shinny and thick. how awful. i could have accepted at least daniel winning. his was very chic and wearable and cute. his were flirty and friendly not modely but women and banana republic friendly.
ohh santino i'm so sorry. your the perfect designer for me. when i get famous and rich i will ask you to design me a dress. </3
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| prom prom prom!! |
[20 Feb 2006|12:56am] |
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we're going to prom!!!
ohh my gosh.
<333
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| valentines day. <33 |
[15 Feb 2006|08:29pm] |
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hawthorne heights |
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yesterday was vday. good school day, got a bunch of candy. came home and my parents got me the cuddliest teddy bear ever. also i got slowers, a shirt, socks and this super nice earings from them =D hehe spoil me.
then volunteering at ccd.
afterwards, tom came over. we went out the fridays. ate. kohler claims we went on a date. i claim i super super love that boy. then we went to dans hung there with kristin and him. the home. homework. sleep.
p.s. kohler & dan are going out. go figure.
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| omg sat scores are in |
[13 Feb 2006|11:36am] |
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alright so the irst thing i did this morning was check my sat scores because i'm on drugs and i've been super anxious.
critical reading: 570
math: 580
writing: 590
on the essay i got a 8. which is good i think. (scores range from 2-12)
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| bethany's impression are mega awesome |
[05 Feb 2006|10:10pm] |
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brand new - the no seatbelt song |
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ThortheBaroness: "tom, jour just so irresistable, i want to rape you. Come to prom with me so I can do it and look super pretty while you look like a sexay penguin. K-thanks"
haha thats too wonderful. umm what do you think.
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